Pancreatitis at 19: “Even When I Looked Fine, I Was Struggling Inside”

My diagnosis

Pancreatitis completely changed my life. I had a wisdom tooth taken out under local anaesthetic and told to take codeine for pain. I woke up at 1am and took codeine, then woke up again at 3am and thought I was having a heart attack! I’d never experienced pain like that before, especially in that epigastric location.

When I was first diagnosed, I’d only have pancreatitis every couple of months, but eventually I was in hospital every 2nd week, for a week at a time, until I had my TPAIT surgery.

I had every intervention you could imagine — multiple ERCPs (including a bowel perforation from one), stents, sphincterotomies, every scan possible, open distal pancreatectomy, and eventually a year ago I had a total pancreatectomy and auto islet cell transplant.

I am an insulin dependent diabetic now, but my pancreas pain is gone!

I suffered multiple post-operative complications, including going into septic shock 4 weeks after surgery and needing emergency surgery to remove necrotic tissue. However, I would do it all again to get rid of that debilitating pain I had. I’ve been completely opioid free since January after needing opioids every day. I can travel, hold down a job and live my life again!

Living with it

I lost friends during this time during my pancreatitis battle, felt isolated, had to stop and start university, didn’t progress with my peers and often had to change jobs as I was sick so much.

However, I learnt so many valuable life lessons — don’t take life for granted, be grateful for what you have and don’t compare yourself to others!

"Even though I may have looked 'fine' or wasn't in hospital when they saw me, I was struggling inside!"

My experience with Mission: Cure

Pancreatitis can be really isolating, especially at a young age (diagnosed just before my 20th birthday), so Mission: Cure made me feel a bit more “normal” as they post people’s stories from all ages and walks of life! I also find their posts and information very interesting and informative.

What I wish people knew

Even though I may have looked “fine” or wasn’t in hospital when they saw me, I was struggling inside! It is a debilitating condition to live with.

Advice for fellow patients and caregivers

Be kind to yourself and take things at your own pace. Find others who have been through a similar thing, as I found it so helpful to feel validated by others who knew what I was going through. Lean on those who are there to support you, as it’s so hard to do this alone.

Life since

Since I first shared this story, quite a lot has changed.

In 2024, I moved from New Zealand to the UK. In 2025, 18 months after my TPAIT surgery, I ran the London Marathon and raised nearly £2,000 for Breakthrough T1D UK. I’ve also had a career change and now work in diabetes, supporting others living with the condition and got married!

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About Mission: Cure

At Mission: Cure, we are dedicated to finding effective treatments and, ultimately, a cure for pancreatitis. Through patient education, research, and advocacy, we strive to improve the lives of those affected by this condition.

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